Thank The Lord

Things have been getting so much better. Me and Keith are starting to feel like us again instead of just Mom and Dad. He's been really in tune with my feelings recently and that means the world to me. The little things that used to matter so much are finally back. Yesterday we were in the car and he grabbed my hand to hold it. Now we have held hands since we've had Noah but this time it was something different. It was a grab like, I'm so happy you're here. And then lastnight I was in the kitchen and he came home from a rescue call where a mom and her 2 yr old child had to be cut out of the car and then they were air lifted to another hospital and he went to the nursery where Noah was asleep and rubbed his face and cried then he came and grabbed me and held me as if to say "I don't ever want to let you go, then he kissed me on my forehead almost saying "I adore you." He began to tell me what had happened and how he had to carry this little boy and all he could think about was what if that was his family. Later I was sitting on the couch and he came to sit with me which is unusual because one of us is usually in the recliner and he snuggled with me. We later went to bed and well....ya know. Then all night sleeping he held me and it's been since having Noah since that's happened all night. After I had Noah he couldn't snuggle with me because it was just too much weight on me with my injuries from childbirth that it hurt and I guess we got out of the swing of things. I'm so glad that things are like they were. I guess sometimes couples get caught up in parenthood and forget who they really are. You can be a parent and be who you once were it just takes time to figure it out. We are so happy! We've always been happy with Noah but now we show it more I guess. I just needed extra attention and now I got it. Thank the Lord!